Tuesday, February 3, 2009
slumped /3:40 AM
felt like i'm going around in circles about the SEP thing
loads of 'what if's flooded my mind
what if it's better to not go
what if i'll regret it to stay
fuck all the what ifs
i dunno what i want anymore
the worst pessimistic thought kept lingering at the back of my mind
and i can't seem to shut it out of my system no matter how hard i try to
fuck it
fuck all the insensible and childish people; click the accept button
i'll decide when the time comes
be still my heart
my heart, be still
why be affected by people when it's like none of their business
concentration is the best solution
going around in circles about design
don't wanna be insensitive and yet not overly sensitive
what is it that i want exactly?
i can't seem to be able to put a word to it
hate this feeling
hate falling into the slumps
can't wait to resolve and climb out
FUCK LIFE
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